things unplanned

lazy days have become far too regular. maybe at some point this summer, i can start accomplishing things. too often i find my thoughts drifting and my to-do lists edited. even with my date book and my handy book of lists and ideas, this morning i showered, made my bed, folded laundry and painted my nails. truly none of those things were planned, or necessary, although the shower probably was. is it the summer heat thats got me bass ackwards or the looming move ahead of me? the days fly by and i'm rolling with the punches, trying to stay cool, calm and collected. perhaps once plans are finalized and the packing begins it'll stop feeling surreal and i'll start to get a move on. for the next few days though, the ideas of working, sleep and driving down winding old roads seem to be calling my name. the occasional swim and maybe an evening by a bonfire to close out my all too quick summer vacation. it's not over, i know, but a certain end is coming to my time in ct. next year, an apartment in dc? exciting times to be making plans and growning up, if only i can focus on the plans before me and get in contact with A, maybe then my mind will settle down and i can make difinitive moves out of this summer haze.